BOT

Not to sound dramatic or s**t like that, but being unexperienced romantically/sexually in your early 20s can seriously be alienating and I say it cause it's my experience. Relationships and s*x can be a huge bonding topic and something people spend a lot of time talking about and I recognize how me being pretty much inexperienced in both things make me kinda alienated even between friends and acquaintances. Yes you can always give advice based on personal opinions and curiosity but it's not the same thing, also we live in such a relationship obsessed culture and everyone as soon as they meet you want to know your relationship status.

I'm tired of it. Tired of feeling ashamed for being inexperienced, tired to be unable to fully relax with people because soon or later love/dating topics will jump on and then they want to know your relationship status, not only now but the ones about the past and then you have to cringe and admit you never was in a relationship to start with. I'm tired of cringing and feeling inadequate, tired of turning off others even romantically cause you're not sure they're people who won't judge you for being a virgin, tired of parents reminding you that you're almost wasting life away without romance like you didn't know, tired of asking yourself over and over again what the hell is wrong with you for having such an empty dating schedule and never truly dating anyone.

I'm tired of all of it